Pam Whitehead’s story is one of raw brokenness, relentless survival, and radical redemption. From a childhood marred by domestic violence, abuse, and loss, to years spent drowning in addiction, promiscuity, and self-destruction, she lived in the aftermath of trauma—searching for relief but finding only deeper pain.

With gripping honesty, Surrendered takes readers through the depths of Pam’s darkest moments—the night her father murdered her mother, the torment of foster care, the suffocating weight of shame, and the choices that nearly killed her. She speaks candidly about the abortion that almost ended her life, the spiraling addiction that held her captive, and the four suicide attempts that should have sealed her fate.

But this isn’t just a story of tragedy.

This is a story of surrender—of a woman who fought to escape her past until she discovered the only way out.

Through divine encounters, unshakable grace, and the supernatural power of healing, Pam’s journey is a testament to a God who restores what the enemy tried to destroy. She doesn’t just share her struggles—she speaks to the heart of every reader who has ever felt unworthy, unseen, or beyond redemption.

More than a memoir, Surrendered is a call to freedom. It challenges the lies of culture, exposes the spiritual battle for identity and purity, and equips readers with biblical truth to break free from addiction, shame, and cycles of destruction.

For anyone who has ever wondered if God could still want them, still love them, still use them—this book is proof that He can, He does, and He will.