In this fascinating memoir from the Philippines, Baltazara Tchermnykh explores her family's history from its roots in Spanish colonial times through an idyllic childhood, living on the edge of the logging industry. She writes about her efforts to gain an education, despite poverty; she shares stories about her friendships and siblings, her love of dance, and the times living under a military dictatorship.

The eldest of eight children, Baltazara finds love and moves to France, leaving behind everyone she's ever known.

Through a near-death experience and a number of visions and spiritual experiences, faith sustains her. The ancient wisdom from her grandmothers, great-aunts and her mother guides her, as she starts her own family and follows her heart.